This second quarter, there were a lot of events which became a distraction for our learning. Contests and trainings made the students’ way like a strong typhoon. It’s the peak season for various clubs to set their activities to date. Day after day, we have so many vacant periods. And it lead me to feel as if I don’t want to study anymore. My laziness level rapidly increased. I wanted it just like that like the latter part of my Junior year. It just gave a feeling of relief that I was going to school, doing nothing.
Suddenly, I realized doing nothing is no learning; And laziness means unproductive. I scanned my notes and found out how pitiful my notebooks are begging me to have some time and write on them. The pages of my notebooks dedicated for the second quarter weren’t all filled out. A quarter passed with such a rudimentary knowledge stuck in my mind. Because of the many vacant periods, even if someone’s discussing in front, whether it’s a teacher or a classmate of mine, my ears just won’t listen and my mind wanders somewhere far far away, You can’t blame me. I am… I was trying to focus but I wasn’t able to put blockings on the side of my eyes to keep me from going to the opposite direction.
Well, moving on… I will try again to do my work the best way possible.
